The biggest trial in my life has come.

Earlier this year, I made a lot of money from investments, which led to excessive confidence.

I kept making big bets, and ultimately, I faced significant losses.

It was a moment when I felt my mental state crumbling every day.

I couldn’t focus on work at all, and I experienced panic disorder symptoms for a while.

Just then, a project that needed to be completed urgently came up, and for a month, I focused on that work, spending all my time day and night.

Career Growth

This is the first word that comes to mind.

As a developer, the most frightening thing is to be stagnant.

These days, I often feel that way, so I plan to revive my blog and write consistently.

I will revise the existing blog entries I wrote in Notion one by one and migrate them, and I will refer to many new topics on Medium to make them my own.

The year filled with ups and downs is soon coming to an end.

In 2021, when I turned thirty, I only remember living fiercely for a year, betting everything on my goal of transitioning to a developer.

And at the beginning of this year, January 2022, I found a suitable job that matched my aptitude.

I came to Seoul carrying a few clothes and a nice coat that my mother bought to congratulate me on getting a job, all packed in a 27-inch suitcase.